Anxiety? What Anxiety?

I firstly must apologise for my absence, I took some time away from the blogs to focus on various issues in my life which I have now sorted and now I have much less negativity in my life. For once I am in a good place. Really good. Oscar has always had an issue with poo…

Happy Father’s day

The amount of fathers day posts I have seen taking over my social media today is lovely. I think dads in society get heavily overlooked at their amazing parenting skills. I know without a shadow of a doubt I have the best dad. Want to know why I can make you laugh at stupid jokes?…

Oscar turned three!

Yesterday my not so baby boy turned three!  Originally we were going to go to Legoland, Windsor. Apparently as its not peak season they decide to close it two days a week, yesterday happened to be one of them. After breaking the news to Oscar we couldn’t go to Legoland I had to come up…

What a beautiful weekend

I’m sitting here on a somewhat chiller Monday, with my partner back at work and Oscar has started his two weeks of half term for Easter, both of the kids are slightly ill too just to add to the Monday morning blues, but we had an amazing weekend. We decided to go to Earnley Butterflies,…

Things they don’t tell you about having baby number 2

Anything useful.  No one tells you the immense struggles you are about to face, or how the world you have just gained control over, is about to completely turn upside down. The labour is much easier.  This the good news. After a 39 hour labour with my first born, I was amazed that my second…

Happy Valentine’s Day!

  The meaning of valentine’s day –  It’s a day to celebrate love and supposedly an opportunity for us to reconnect. Love is the most amazing thing in our lives, whether you are with someone or not, nine times out of ten there is something in your life that you adore. Nothing else should matter,…

Two children, both completely different.

Two children and I never thought I would raise them so differently. When I was pregnant for the first time, I had everything planned out, from the labour to how I would raise him. I was super fussy about how I done things and I was very overprotective of him. Then I became pregnant for the…

First night out child free in three years!

Yes you did read that right. Happy new year to you all. For the first time I actually went out and celebrated the new year countdown. I hope all your new years eve’s were happy and you all got completely hammered. Mine was difficult and eventful, but I had a lovely time. My mother in…

How can I have depression? My life is perfect.

Not going to lie, this post is the hardest post I have written.  Depression, post natal depression, anxiety, bipolar plus every other mental illness I haven’t mentioned, yes illness, because that is what they are, not just some ploy for attention seeking like some people seem to think, are all taboo subjects. In the UK…